I haven’t seen you in a while but I know one day you will be back. You seem to pop up whenever life is looking good, ready to drag me back down again and cover me with your darkness.
I have tried to outrun you but you always catch up and pull me . I know I will never be free from you, you will always be hovering waiting to pounce.
You have been a part of my life for too many years and I wish you would stay away but I know it doesn’t work like that. You will always be there lying dormant waiting patiently to turn my life upside down again.
You’re oppressive and manipulative making me feel empty and useless. You weave your dark magic on my and turn me into someone I don’t to be. You strip me of everything and leave me feeling naked trying to drag myself back to normality.
You are cruel and relentless and I hate you so much when you return. I can never fully relax, enjoy life as I know you will be back one day.
I never know when you will strike again, so I wait looking over my shoulder for you to return.